Dua hati yang tak mungkin bersatu....berbeza...lalalalalalala...I don't like this song so if am stressed I will hum this song cos ia sesuai di terais2kan mcm penyanyinya buat waktu AJL. hahaha..

Am sure my BP naik tadi cos I shouted like crazy to my students. Habis kuar semua sumpahan ku (I am v opposed to words like shut up, diam, pa*ui, bu*uh) tp tadi those words came out without hesitation...Stress tah ku udah tu nah! N this students ada guts lagi mumbling something which is very audible tp nda clear. Entah ampir hari2 udah so I think if I am to have a better health I need to get another job eh! Gila ku karang.


And I just called mum and she said my dad is again crying! N I cried too! I'm just not up to these things anymore. And without people knowing my pain is back, not sure the stone or just cos I held my daughter too long and the effect from the uncomfortable chair that I slept on at JPMC. I hope I won't be having the episode again. Ya Allah kuatkan kami..please bring smile to my parents!