Yet another sad day. Baru jua my sis text to bring us for a picnic this Sat, ada lagi berita sedih. Ya Allah, kuatkan kami, especially my parents. I don't even know how to begin. I am so down but don't want to show to everyone. My sis was crying just now. Ya Allah berat dugaan mu di saat my parents are really old and weak to accept them..Ampunkan kami Ya Allah..

Mid Jan my sis was diagnosed to have gallstones in her gallbladder n some obstructing the duct. It was cleared with endoscopy but d gallstones are too large so they have to be removed along with d gallbladder. Her appointment for surgery is 25th Feb. Sis had v serious disease when she was single, her appendix removed after giving birth to her 2nd child n irregular heartbeat condition (ongoing). that was why this is a tragic thing to have happened to her again.

Few days after my sis, my mum complained of being weak n fatigue and was brought to the ER around 4pm by dad. She was asked to rest. Apparently after ECG it was said that her heartbeat was weak, with high BP. She rested there till around 2.30am. Luckily her BP was normal by then n her heartbeat stabilised. I think it happened cos she cudn't eat anything n refused even water.

The next day I called her she was restless, and couldn't eat, so I texted my siblings to bring some variety of food for her.She was all smiles when she saw most of us were there and we turned out to have a big makan.

5th of this month I was brought by d ambulance to RIPAS due to abdominal pain. Very severe one I shud say. My parents knew only when I was asked to stay in the hosp around 6ish. I was there 3ish pm. This was done on purpose cos I don't want my mum especially to have the shock. And yes she was shocked n was shaking out of shock not cold when she came to visit me. Poor her.. But we still need tot ell them. My dad was so sad when this again happened to another daughter. Apa boleh buat pa, it came w/o any warning. the 1st pain ever and hope to be d last. I was diagnosed with v small gallstones which are not causing d pain and also a small stone in my right ureter. Discharged after almost 6 days there. But nothing done, no procedure whatsoever.

Today yet another crucial and sad time for us. I am just hoping that pure negligence be hindered in everyone's life, to avoid these things to happen. My parents were all tears but there is nothing we cud do but pray that everything will be alright. I tried to console my dad saying that when he continue his medications Insyallah, he will be ok. Amin! I really hope so...really..

It started with a lovely day, outing with my huby n daughter, buying stuff n discussing bout her birthday with KFC, meeting my two long lost friends at d Mall, taking my kelapa from babu n my new baju kurung but sadly d day ended like this. Ya Allah..insaf ku Ya Allah...Jauhi kami dari penyakit2 macam ani..Nauzubillah..